Eye of the Beholder

Wherein one gives another a new boon

The Umbrium is the lower half and secondary seat of the Solunarian Capital and one of the dual-cities that comprises Solunarium Proper. Before the rise of Aværys, mining revealed the site of a ruined, underground city which they dubbed Oblitium “The Forgotten City”, the foundations of which were incorporated into what is now The Umbrium. Warmed by the magma that churns just behind the walls, the Umbrium houses the Palatium Umbrarum (The Shadow Palace) which was constructed directly beneath its sunlit counterpart, the Blazing Palace. This palace serves as the primary seat of government when the sovereign is moonborn, and houses the headquarters of The Silver Sentinels.

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When Khyan made to feign due consideration of actually cutting into Æros, the Færie smiled, his laugh more of an exhale, but he was clearly amused nonetheless. While the idea of burying one's rune deep within one's anatomy had a strong appeal, it was simply not realistic. At least…not right now, and not with just the two of them alone. Ultimately, going with the location he did was fine by him because he genuinely wanted to enjoy the process as much as he could alone with his lover until the threshold sickness hit him.

The next thing the other boy said left more of a smirk on the mixed-blood's face. "Mm, yeah, that's where I got the idea. I was looking at a few things regarding anatomy and rune placement for Semblance. Logically, I think the first two cervical vertebrae make quite a bit of sense and us wearing the rune in the same place? Whyever would I mind?" Æros' smile evened out to something sweeter before granting Khy a quick little kiss.

The fact that he had never realized he could alter the pace of his stars' movement almost vexed him, in a way. Oh, had he known prior, he would've made rather frequent use of that trick for optics in a variety of scenarios. Absolutely tragic, that. It took a bit more focus than he had expected, sure, but now that he knew how, speeding them back up was a faster process than slowing them initially. For all the time spent messing around with his anatomy, the Færie found himself ever surprised at the sheer variety of things he could alter at will.

Once the galaxies on midnight skin had resumed their motion, Æros reopened his eyes and it was then that the other proposed his idea of what the two of them ought to use as ink. The half-elf giggled at the thought, the very idea of having such a mixture of theirs painted permanently on his skin amused him greatly. Perhaps almost a bit juvenile, but he didn't care– truthfully, between lovers, he didn't find it any stranger than an exchanging of blood which was far more common a choice.

There was also the fact that he would never say no to any excuse to make love to Khy, especially given the fact that sometimes their schedules would conflict and prevent the two young men from seeing one another. Given their age, their blood ran quite hot, so when an opportunity was to arise? Æros, for one, would be hard pressed to ever decline.

He also wasn't deaf to the nervousness in his partner's Symphony when it came to making such a suggestion. With the boy now in his arms, "...and worry not about things of this nature, dear one. We are far more similar than you might think." His voice was soft, sweet.

Everything aside, Æros did so adore Khyan and didn't want the other to worry when it came to making suggestions or being open with him in general. And then even where they differed, it was really rather difficult to make the half-elf uncomfortable in general. Given the myriad of strange things he himself has interest in or has gotten up to in the past, one would be hard pressed to say anything that would elicit a poor response even if the concept itself didn't inherently interest him.

When the two drew close and their lips met, Æros recognized the other's desire for a slower pace and of that he was happy to indulge. A lot of the time the two men were a bit frenzied, the larger of the pair liking to play rougher with his partner, but this was not the only way he could enjoy himself. The Færie was quite enamored with his beloved and so to slow down and really enjoy his partner's body, to take his time with the boy, he had zero complaints. And for as sheepish as he may be about his own emotions, he found himself deeply enjoying the romance of their intimacy in these moments, too.

The only thing Æros refrained from doing was using the sheer volume of æther he normally did to create the sort of resonant echo chamber of their Symphonies he had grown so fond of. He certainly still used his Craft, just to a more limited degree, not wanting to run the risk of tapping his own æther too low and jeopardizing his impending initiation. This did not actually harm his enjoyment that much at this point, actually. Because while the magic was less vibrant, Khy had become so good at pleasing him and he so adored his lover and the body of the boy that it was not at all difficult to get him on the edge of release repeatedly before the two finally decided to wrap things up.

Khy seemed quite pleased with himself, eyes set on the little bottle of their combined efforts. On his end, Æros found this amusing, laying back a bit as warmer colors swirled through the darker parts of his body. "Such a precious little thing you are. That enthusiasm of yours…" he spoke with a trail, admiration and adoration woven into his words and infused into his expression.

His gaze lingered on his partner as he got up to add the final touch to the ink, dark eyes admiring the boy's lithe legs and supple buttocks. It made him oddly giddy to think about the concept of actually owning the other man, even if that would only legally be the case for a limited period of time.

"My family is a fan of ætherite dust infusion, too. It was used in both of my prior initiations as well– thoughtful of you, really." He couldn't say entirely for certain the efficacy of such a thing, but honestly? In this scenario it was the thought that warmed him and should the gesture actually help, well, all the better, then, no?

When his lover returned to him, Æros sat himself up and faced away from the other such that Khyan could actually draw the rune properly. Intellectually, he knew what to expect, but the actual process of gaining such a thing was always jarring when it finally came to pass. Slowing his stars to a standstill, he took a deep breath at the last thing his lover spoke.

He was silent from this point forward as the rune was painted upon his skin, a malaise of nerves taking over him when he felt the other push æther into the mark. His body tensed, as if bracing for whatever it was that would come next. At first, he felt nothing at all, but was that because nothing happened or perhaps the effects were simply subtle enough to drift by unnoticed?

Nonetheless, it felt like a strangely long amount of time had passed before he really began to notice the warping of his senses, of his perception. His vision began to blur and his depth perception rapidly started to decay, the half-elf blinking rapidly in a vain effort to try and 'clear' the effects. Of course, this did nothing. The twisting of his vision coalesced into a sensation like his head was spinning, the combination of these symptoms beginning to make him feel somewhat nauseous.

Still coherent enough to speak, he turned his head to look at his lover. "How long do you think…you'll be able to stay?" Æros' words were clear enough, though his cadence had been slowed notably. There was also palpable anxiety in his voice, which in all situations prior, he had made a marked effort to conceal.

While he did not want to force the other boy to stay should it genuinely bode ill for him, the idea of being alone did cause him quite a bit of discomfort as he was well aware this would continue to get worse up until a point. A point at which he may lose consciousness, though he was aware not everyone did.
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"Vallenor Tongue/Speech"
"Vastien Tongue/Speech"
"Valasren Tongue/Speech"
"Common Tongue/Speech"
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Say goodnight, to the weakness that you hide behind
Leaving the lies, leaving the fear inside
Never once were you truly alive
So scream all you like, no one can hear you


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Khyan felt like the matter of placement had been more than covered at this point, so he letter the matter lie with Æros’ final thoughts on the subject.

When all was said and done and the ink had been mixed and the subject of the i initiation arranged before him, his brown eyes darted to the tome open upon the bed, and the Vallenor text written thereupon. It was in that ancient tongue that the next words uttered from Khyan’s lips fell:

“Under the watchful eye of Aværys, Searing Be His Scrutiny…
Under the subtle stare of Varvara, Glaring Be Her Gaze…
We, Thy mortal supplicants invoke Thine indulgence, as we beg Thee for a meagre shred of Thine æternal pow’r.” He dipped the brush into the jar, and stirred the contents— born of their two bodies.

“If e’er we o’erstep, take our Craft or our Corpi, for we are Thine. But if Ye fain consent, we pray Thee ease this transition between lesser and greater. For this supplicant, Endymion Len’Sælyan Æros, advanceth for Thee and with the goal of expanding Thy glorious dominion o’er the mortal world.

“As Majestic Aværys doth relish in hunger, know that this initiation doth answer the unslakable thirst of its subject.

“As Supreme Varvara doth sustain the chains of order that bind us all, know that this initiation doth bind its subject the more to Thee in gratitude for Thine indulgence.

“If Ye do object, halt now mine hand or, if it be Thy will, let my hand continue its course and strike me down after my task be executed for presuming upon Thine Empyreal Will.” Here Khyan paused, freezing his body completely, bracing for a potential divine answer to his invocation. After a long moment, he let out a light sigh, and lifted the brush from the potion they’d concocted of their passion.

That Khyan had been exploiting his own Craft of Semblance during the act of creating the tincture, he was of the mind that it might further aid in the initiation. If it didn’t ease the transition, it might accelerate his advancement once the Rune had settled into his form and soul.

The pale ink was still warm as it met Æros’ skin. The whirling constellations looked so strange in stillness. More like some maritime star map than the night sky itself. Strangely, the static stars seemed to serve as marks with which to chart the course of the symbol he sketched upon the celestial skin. He was slow, cautious and deliberate with his brush strokes. He willed his hand to steadiness and used his Sembler’s sight to observe how the tincture interacted with the æther behind what would have been observable to normal mortal eyes.

It was fascinating to watch, and empowering to confer. Since becoming a slave he hadn’t felt this powerful. In the moment he’d have been hard pressed to make an occasion in his life when he’d broached such a lofty sensation. Perhaps it had been when he first rose from his own Semblance initiation and executed the Craft for the first time. Whatever the case, it was a novel and splendid sensation which he found he very much relished.

After about twenty minutes, Khyan sat back to regard his handiwork.

“Set your stars to motion again.” He instructed. “Try to concentrate them around your new Rune. If they are an expression of æther, as you suppose, it could accelerate the transition.” He suggested.

He dunked the brush back into the jar and rose to deliver it over to the table with the mortar and pestle. He returned to the bed and collected the borrowed text tome, closing it and placing it into his satchel with the letter from Æros.

“I should have until a bit before daybreak… at least as it expresses itself in the Luxium.” He noted, as he rounded the bed to help himself to a drink.

“Sorry to drink in front of you when you ought not indulge, but that was a bit stressful and I need something to take the edge off.” He chuckled as he sat at the edge of the bed and took a long, slow swig of the acerbic liquor Æros kept about in abundance.

With that, he freed up a hand to place it on the shoulder of the half-Fæ.

“Well, so far the Founders haven’t struck us down for being overbold.” He noted with a chuckle. “Did you find anyone to sit with you when I have to leave?”
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Before the mark was drawn, Khyan opted to offer up an invocation to the Twin Founders. For those of their shared faith, this step was considered necessary. To not ask for their blessing would be considered sacrilegious on principle, and, worst case, it was believed that the Two could strike one down before the initiation even proper began if one opted to skip such a step. More often than not, too, a failed initiation was interpreted as the initiate being plucked from the mortal plane as a sacrifice for one reason or another. For Æros, this long-held belief was particularly reinforced given the fact that he'd seen one of Them possess the body of another before his very eyes. They were always watching, always listening, indeed.

The silence after his partner had finished speaking was almost deafening, in truth, and when no ill fate arrived for either party, the process of conference continued.

If the stakes were not so high, one might be able to relax into the intimacy inherent to the painting of the rune onto a canvas of skin. The risk, however, created a bleed of tension that was far too high to ignore. In a bid to distract his focus away from his mortality, the Færie instead placed his focus on the movement of Khy's brush upon his body, trying to hazard a guess at exactly what shape the other had chosen to draw. While there were some more 'standard' designs one could go with if one did not have a variant in mind, Æros failed to perceive what was drawn as anything in particular. In the moment, this was a little disappointing as he did want to know, curious as he was.

It was an odd sensation internally as one felt a rune settle into the flesh and begin the process of attaching itself to one's very essence. While he found it to always be somewhat dizzying, this particular sensation was far greater far faster with this one than the others he had been given. Granted, his Mesmer initiation was a bit limited in terms of his memories given the age at which it was received. Perhaps such a thing was innate to the rune itself, perhaps it was an ill portent– one could not be sure and thus he forced himself to swallow his worry.

His mind adrift on distractions and rather dazed, it was an abrupt pull back to reality when his lover granted him the suggestion of shifting his stars back into motion. The elven Fæ blinked a few times quickly as he registered the idea internally, and then he attempted to shift his æther in such a way that would resume their movement. The process by which this worked was much like any other use of Fæ-ethelan Glamour, but with disoriented focus, it took him a moment longer to accomplish such a task than it had on his first attempt. Staring down at his palms, he saw that he was, eventually, successful.

When his lover answered his inquiry about the amount of time he could stay, Æros felt some semblance of relief at the notion, much as he wished Khy could stay for the entirety of his threshold sickness. As the boy made to put away his tools and stand, the Færie’s head turned– gaze of black-gold having an odd, delirious sort of delay behind the movement– in an effort to track the path of his partner's movement.

And to his subsequent explanation, Æros let out a short laugh. "It is of…no bother to me. I understand the compulsion all too well," the cadence of his words slower than it normally would be.

The return of his partner to his side was a welcome one, and though he still supported his own weight, the larger of the pair appeared to almost lean into the other's touch, soothing as it was. "Mm…I did let a friend know what I was doing. She said she'd stop by, though I know not precisely when– the interim during which I am alone might be long…or it might be markedly brief. I can't really say…"

While this was true, it would make sense for the one he'd told to show up earlier rather than later. She was one who, living up in Luxium, rose with the rise of the sun, energetic and enthusiastic even if she did not rest for long. It was…admirable but notably absurd to the Færie who was more used to feeling exhausted than not.
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"Vallenor Tongue/Speech"
"Vastien Tongue/Speech"
"Valasren Tongue/Speech"
"Common Tongue/Speech"
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Say goodnight, to the weakness that you hide behind
Leaving the lies, leaving the fear inside
Never once were you truly alive
So scream all you like, no one can hear you


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"I'm glad it's no bother, then..." Khyan gulped down the contents of his first glass, seeking to accelerate the effects of the alcohol, even if it was a bit painful to be so liberal with this particular draught. He cringed, even for a few moments after, as he was pouring its replacement. The second drink, he placed on the nightstand as he scooted up to the headboard and let himself lean back against it, extending his feet in front of him and crossing his ankles.

"So," He sighed through his nose and tipped his head back to rest against the board behind him. "Just try to relax. You might want to close your eyes and just meditate for a while, but don't try to Semble anything. It will only confuse you if you try, because it most assuredly doesn't work the way you think. You'll know when you can access it, because it will sort of... access you, first." Khyan shut his own eyes, though whether he was demonstrating or simply giving in to his own exhaustion was difficult to discern. He hadn't slept well in days, between studying for and worrying about this initiation.

"Ah, good. I'm glad you've got a replacement waiting in the wings for when I leave." Khyan noted, interlacing his fingers and letting both hands rest upon his concave belly.

"But I do hope whoever she is won't replace me as more than your threshold nursemaid." The servus smiled lazily. "It would be unforgivable if you were using me just to get my Rune, only to cast me aside in favour of a better heeled substitute without such a hefty sticker price." It was an eventuality Khyan had considered outside the context of a joke. It wasn't something he thought was actually going to happen, but it still haunted him insofar as he'd have had no recourse if it did. He was in a wildly disadvantageous position, until whatever deal was being arranged in the recent exchange of letters was solidified.

"When do you think you'll be able to buy me?" He wondered aloud.
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From what Æros had been taught, told or read, the threshold sickness was expected to be similar in nature to the effects of overstepping with Mesmer, which was definitely something he'd done before…more than once. And while there were plenty of parallels to be drawn, Mesmer was more…of the heart, so to speak. And while Semblance would share dizziness and the inability to think and perceive clearly, the effects thereof were, in large part, far more weighted towards sensory hallucinations as opposed to delusions and false emotions. Due to the fact that the effects so far had not been given time to really ramp up, he wasn't sure which one would ultimately be a worse experience.

Any time he opened his eyes was a markedly unpleasant experience, however. Objects did not have their proper shapes, things that were still would appear to move, colors were shifting, and so on. If he dared move his head, every single one of these things would immediately get worse and it would take a moment for his sight to catch up– this effect was markedly nauseating, but at least he could avoid it for the most part by keeping his eyes closed. The ringing in his ears and sort of zapping interruptions to his thoughts? Not so much.

Not quite coherent, it was becoming harder for Æros to understand his lover when he spoke, though for now, he still did. "I dare not open my eyes…" he chuckled a bit, but he did have concerns that after a time, even doing that would not stop his eyes from perceiving things that were not there.

"...I do not think it's a, ah…particularly bright idea…to cast anything at the moment…but what do you mean by 'accessing' me? What's that like?" The Færie imagined that such a thing would be obvious whenever it were to happen, he just didn't want to be taken completely by surprise, if that could be at all avoided.

It took a moment after Khyan finished speaking again for Æros to properly internalize that which had been said to him. He was not actually surprised at his lover's response to the vague mentioning of a stranger coming to assist him. He could've gone a route that would have perhaps been safer in terms of assuaging potential jealousy by recruiting one of few family members he did like, but he'd mentioned this initiation in passing to his friend and she was rather enthusiastic about offering her assistance. It felt rude to say no to such a kindness, so in that conversation, he thought little of his decision.

"Oh…nothing of the sort will happen, I assure you, love." As he said this, he did choose to turn his head to the side and open his eyes to look at the other boy, perception twisted as it was. "I…she's also not…really a replacement? Anyone other than you is less than ideal," Æros did hope this would offer a bit of reassurance, squeezing his partner's hand after he spoke.

"...and regardless of…er, past…experimentation? I have found that I vastly prefer the company of men to women, so you've really no reason…to worry." A curious sort, he'd been with a wide range of individuals and found himself happiest with those who presented male, even if for no other reason than they were simply most visually attractive to him. In recent memory, the only reason he'd used to sleep with women was to steal from them– namely, opium.

"Even in, um…marriage? Should such an eventuality come to pass…I'd much prefer the company of a man. As Fæ-ethalan, I can at least be picky in that regard…" and this was true enough, he wouldn't even have to sacrifice his own masculine presentation. However, the prospect did not currently appeal to him whatsoever. It likely never would, but at least with a projected life span that was rather long, he figured he could avoid such a scenario for quite some time.

When his beloved asked about when he could expect to be bought, Æros was not entirely sure about an exact timeline. "I've accepted the offer, so I suppose…that depends on how swift the correspondence between House Argenti and I moves. I imagine their next reply would…indicate a date, of sorts, for whenever they'd find it convenient for such an exchange to take place? I included notation of my own availability in my response." He didn't imagine such a thing would take long at all.

After a moment, the half-elf added, "...I am just as eager to acquire you, too, I want you to know. Pardon my lack of…enthusiasm? In this state, but…I very much want you as mine. You're so very precious to me." For as much as it was a struggle, he did endeavor to maintain eye contact with his lover while he spoke.
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'Thoughts'
"Vallenor Tongue/Speech"
"Vastien Tongue/Speech"
"Valasren Tongue/Speech"
"Common Tongue/Speech"
word count: 965

Say goodnight, to the weakness that you hide behind
Leaving the lies, leaving the fear inside
Never once were you truly alive
So scream all you like, no one can hear you


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Khyan sniggered, understanding how his comment might have seemed too cryptic to discern sans greater context.

“That is to say that if you try to actively use your new Rune you’ll actually obscure things and likely confuse yourself as to how it’s used. It’s a sort of confirmation bias.” He propped a few pillows behind himself to get more comfortable.

“Whereas if you just wait, the Rune will enlighten you. That’s how it was for me, at any rate. Everyone is different I suppose.” It was possible that Æros’ foreknowledge of Mesmer might put him at a cognitive advantage when it came to using Semblance, but Khyan had no frame of reference for that. It was also entirety conceivable that such would have the opposite effect and make it harder for the other man to access his new Rune, if he was trying to use it too similarly to his others.

“Ah.” Khyan chortled. He’d posed the comment as a joke, so he would play along with that premise even if he was genuinely consoled. “I’m glad to hear it.” He’d dabbled in feminine wiles himself, though found his preferences similarly oriented to those espoused by Æros. It hadn’t been so long ago, but it felt like a lifetime and it was it was.

“Oh!” Khyan blinked at the comment about marriage. That was rather illuminating. There weren’t enough citizens of Solunarium capable of same sex reproduction for it to be a place one’s mind would go to blithely. He wasn’t sure of the letter of the law, but he knew the intention was to keep marriage between procreative couples. He supposed sex and gender shouldn’t matter as long as progeny could be produced though, unlike his father, Khyan was no legislator versed in such things.

He smiled gently.

“Oh, no! You don’t seem unenthusiastic. I was just, you know… curious.” He opened one eye to peek over at Æros and take stock of his state as things stood.

“How’re you feeling?”
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The more time went on, the more things would distort. Khyan's voice started to shift, almost, or at least Æros' perception thereof did. Such a thing made it take just a bit longer to process what he heard his lover say and lead to slightly longer pauses before he could properly respond.

What was said in regard to figuring out how exactly to use a new rune made sense, at least in theory. A similar sort of process happened to him when he'd figured out how to channel æther into Masquerade as opposed to Mesmer. While all three were very cerebral sort of runes, Mesmer and Masquerade had distinct differences regarding the way one channeled one's æther– he imagined Semblance would possess its own unique focus just the same.

"Mmm…I recall a similar sort of…moment of realization? When I acquired Masquerade. I'm disoriented enough, though– so…force it I will not." With perception already this distorted, he doubted it would be a brilliant idea to try and forcefully figure out how to channel æther to the newly conferred rune at this precise moment.

Khyan's rather surprised reaction to the comments made by the Færie regarding the unique position his biology put him in made the man laugh. "I suppose…you'd not think of that on your own, huh? Whereas for me…shape-shifting is as normal as breathing, almost." He said this with a sly sort of half smile; it was easy for him to forget that such a thing was a novelty to most.

"If nothing else, it'll ensure you'll never be bored of me. Even if your tastes change with time, I'll happily be whatever it is your heart desires," he said this with a sort of faux sweetness, words dripping with honey to mask the inherently lascivious nature of the sentiment.

At the same time, Æros shifted his weight to the side, leaning towards his partner and resting his head on the boy's shoulder. While moving in and of itself was jarring and notably uncomfortable, doing so was worth it for nothing else than to leech his lover's warmth.

"If you've any other curiosities, then, feel free to ask…much as thinking is difficult at the moment." He was all too familiar with the way unsated curiosity could grip one like choking vines. As wonderful as it is to be fascinated by another, feeling unable to get answers or afraid to ask questions lest one press boundaries is a rather painful thing in nature.

When it came to how he felt, Æros paused for a moment, burying his face in his lover's neck as he considered how to verbalize the many bizarre and uncomfortable ways he found his perceptions to be warped. All of his senses were shifted in one way or another, even Khyan's familiar scent wasn't quite the same as he'd come to expect.

"Not great..? If I open my eyes, the boundaries of objects are blurred, some things glow, some things shift and move horribly…my ears ring, it's hard to think, touch is both very pleasant but also overwhelming…I feel like I'm…disassociating from myself? Like mind drifting away from body; takes…almost active focus to 'stabilize' myself in that regard." The last thing he mentioned was by far the least pleasant. He was concerned if he didn't actively try to sort of hold himself together, he'd meet a fate most grim, although he couldn't entirely be sure. Confused as his perception was, he couldn't tell which of the varying symptoms would actually harm him versus which were merely hallucinations.
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'Thoughts'
"Vallenor Tongue/Speech"
"Vastien Tongue/Speech"
"Valasren Tongue/Speech"
"Common Tongue/Speech"
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Say goodnight, to the weakness that you hide behind
Leaving the lies, leaving the fear inside
Never once were you truly alive
So scream all you like, no one can hear you


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As Æros' response times began to lag, Khyan took note and tapped into his own Rune of Semblance to take stock of the half-elf's current state. It was surprisingly simple to compare what his Sembling eye could see against the things he'd experienced a few years ago upon the conferral of his own Rune. There were many commonalities, but differences as well. They were different people with different souls, to say nothing of their contrasting biological characteristics. These things played out differently for everyone and every little distinction was a variable that combined with its counterparts to narrow the many possible outcomes into the one that would transpire.

It was hard to focus upon his Focus. That made sense, as it seemed difficult for the man himself to do so. As he elucidated a description that affirmed Khyan's own assessment of his state, he stretched an arm out to his side to grab his drink and take a sip.

"I think you should just rest, now. I'm distracting you. I'll stay here until I need to go, and then I'll slip out. I'll say goodbye now, so I don't jar you from your process when you're deeper in its midst." And, with that, he leaned over to place a kiss on Æros' temple. He paused there a moment, and sighed against him before sitting back up and leaning against the pillow he'd propped behind him for comfort.

Khyan would be true to his word and remain for the next few hours. Sleep did claim him for the bulk of that time, but he woke with enough time to slip away and return to the Domus Argenti without incident. He would deliver Æros' letter to the Major Domus, and then return to his room to claim the rest of the sleep he'd sacrificed in favour of Æros' comfort.
word count: 319
"Sometimes the Short End of the Stick is the Sharpest"
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When Khyan spoke of the fact that he was a distraction, the notion was, perhaps, true, but Æros didn't really mind on the whole. He figured there would come a point where he'd lose the ability to process audio or perhaps speak coherently, but until then he had no problem trying to converse with his lover, straining as it might be. Honestly, with the limited time the two were able to spend with one another, it was nice to just sit and talk with him for any reason.

Which, thankfully, that problem would be remedied soon enough. Once the purchase was complete and the boy's reins were held in his hands, the two of them would have far, far more time to themselves. On top of the fact that Khyan would be away from a family whose head meant him harm, Æros very much looked forward to the simple fact that his lover would actually reside in the same place he did. That, and, well, the idea of playing around with the more direct power dynamic between them was…enticing to him.


The Færie smiled when he felt the press of his partner's lips to his head, despite the odd way his sensory distortion affected touch. "Whether or not you're a distraction, I…don't mind. I do so adore your presence, Khy." He did not actually realize how long of a pause it had taken for him to both think of and then say this sentence.

Nonetheless, the next few hours between them contained mostly silence. Not that Æros minded, given the fact that he had started to actively focus on mitigating or soothing some of his symptoms in any way he could. Interacting with Khyan directly became rather difficult over time, but that ultimately wasn't that much of a concern. He never destabilized so much that he would have needed direct intervention of any kind, at least, and for his comfort, all he needed was the other's presence.

On his end, he did perceive his partner leaving and while this was…not exactly ideal, there was little that he could do to protest, even playfully, in his state. Not that he seriously would, knowing that the other had obligations he had to attend to. He had no idea, really, for how long he would be alone. The lack of his lover's presence quickly became disquieting, but there wasn't a thing to be done about that.
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'Thoughts'
"Vallenor Tongue/Speech"
"Vastien Tongue/Speech"
"Valasren Tongue/Speech"
"Common Tongue/Speech"
word count: 538

Say goodnight, to the weakness that you hide behind
Leaving the lies, leaving the fear inside
Never once were you truly alive
So scream all you like, no one can hear you


Soul laid bare,
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Khyan

Lore: 15
Points: 10, magic ok
Injuries/Ailments: no
Loot: None

Æros

Lore: 15
Points: 10, magic ok
Injuries/Ailments: threshold sickness!
Loot: semblance rune!

Notes: hurrah! Æros takes another step towards collecting all the runes he wants!

And now a part of his partner is permanently etched upon his flesh ùwú
word count: 96
"And as you lay down your grace to me,
the skies begin to bleach red,
and the stars begin to fall,
I feel myself changing,
as my world starts dividing–"
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