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1st of Frost, 124 Annus Ferro
been the killer, been the king,
been the diamond, and the ring.
I'm the reason that I sing.
I'm the reason that I sing.
been the diamond, and the ring.
I'm the reason that I sing.
I'm the reason that I sing.
On the first day of Frost, a month after arriving as Legatus Ecithialis—or, here, Legatus Solunarii—Finn was doing work that he preferred and was glad that it could be considered a part of what he was doing here. It was strangely both liberating and nerve-wracking to go from attempting to conform to some version of himself that was palatable to Solunarium and glorified both his husband and his God to being sent abroad and told to lean into those things that made him decidedly not Solunarian.
As he looked from Lystreia, who was playing and singing a high harmony, to the motley of Ecithian citizens—several of them children—comprising his chorus, he could not but smile, the unguarded sort of which there had been few since fleeing an impending war to seek Arvælyn's story in the south.
I am the sleeper, I'm the star.
I'll put on the candelabra;
I can't even hold your candle.
I think we are going to be fine.
everything is going to be fine.
I'll put on the candelabra;
I can't even hold your candle.
I think we are going to be fine.
everything is going to be fine.
It was early days yet, but reports were sent back with clockwork regularity to keep Phocion, Cithæra, Arvælyn, Everyl, and Zalkyriax apprised of his progress such as it was. His song would be sung as a part of a rainbow tour through Drathera and to several major settlements in the commonwealth, the better to show solidarity and cooperation. He would also show them what beauty Ecithian citizens could create under the benevolent, guiding hand of a Solunarian.
Finn was Solunarian now, by marriage, by princely decree, and by choice. Some did ask him about the far north, but it seemed a part of his personal story to them, foundational, but hardly holding him back from being counted among their Atraxian neighbors.
been the wax and been the wings.
you can fall into the sun.
I did fall into the sun,
but I never let it win.
you can fall into the sun.
I did fall into the sun,
but I never let it win.
His song was intensely personal, and yet many voices were singing it now. The specificity of his emotional journey made it all the more universal when alchemized through his art.
For all that this was an artistic collaboration, a gesture of good faith, he knew he was being watched. The parents of the children present were seated near the wall where they could observe without interfering. Among his small choir was a dragon; he wasn't supposed to know about them.
Finn was working in earnest, though. Here, he didn't rely upon the Rune of Command, not even to correct mistakes. He was gentle there, a better teacher now than he had been when Arvælyn had come to him for lessons. He did, however, have a voice that had matured into one that impressed even those who had heard great performers the continent over, and he sang with them, was generous with his music.
If the light caught more golden around him, well, he was beloved of Aværys, a solar deity among other things. Whether Finn was meant to be His divine salvator or not was anyone's guess. Certainly, Finn did not wish to overstep again even if the subsequent lesson had been, in a word, delicious.
This was a pyramid he was meant to climb, but its rules were not those of Solunarium.
Here, he could soar nearer the sun than the mythical youth who fell to his death.
I'm the reason that I sing.
on the beach I feel amazing.
I've been looking at the future
and everything's going to be fine.
on the beach I feel amazing.
I've been looking at the future
and everything's going to be fine.
Lystreia caught his eye, her own questioning; his first Singer when he could bring the Leh'anafel back in truth. More used to his voice and his grace than these others, even she was caught up in the euphony. He nodded and motioned for what all the voices had been waiting for, all voices singing the message of hope, of well-earned laurels and jubilation.
Finn was making magic that required no Rune to work, and even the divine gilding was more an echo of Aværys' approval than a necessary ingredient. Enchanted by his music, his voice, the expressions on his face, and the guiding flight of his hands, the voices fell out into a beat of silence, then soared on a simple syllable shared among them and offered to their small audience.
hard times but good things are coming now.
hard times but good things are coming.
oh...!
hard times but good things are coming.
oh...!
Lines were called back by different voices, the voice from the mountaintop echoing back and forth, spreading and spreading its wings. Oksana, the little Orkhan treble, sang with all her heart, cheeks damp. She believed him.
When the song was done, there was another long moment of pregnant silence. Nobody breathed, not wanting to banish it. But Finn did finally, clapping his hands to applaud them. There was general laughter and happiness, a hint of what was offered by their Atraxian neighbors.
Feeling a tug at his wrist, Finn knelt to listen to young Treyul apologizing.
"M'sorry, Finn," he said, having been invited weeks ago to call him by his name, especially here in the room where they were working together. "I was flat on the bridge and... and..."
"Treyul," he said, serious, firm, but kind. "Perfection does not exist outside of, I suppose, maths. No two performances are the same. You did everything I asked of you and, best of all, you were you." The little one nodded as Finn rose and put a hand upon his head for a moment, like a benediction, but also to ruffle his hair. "And next week I can show you a few exercises to help you come in on pitch. The work never ends."
He winked, and the boy nodded, somewhat mollified at least.
The small crowd was already dissipating. Children were ushered away, and adults had other things to do, even if only to find a drink with one of their new friends. Lystreia was putting her instrument in its case, and Finn looked over his shoulder to see if Arkænyn was still there keeping watch. The platinum princeps hadn't been thrilled to have Finn surrounded by so many people without a bodyguard close at hand, and usually skulked near enough to come to his aid should he not hear the discordant jangle of an assassin's melody or be able to turn aside an attack on his own.
It was an instinctive thing since their strange trip through the realities, just wanting to know where he was. It was true of Phædreon, too, when the strange elf was expected anyway. Finn couldn't remember just then what was next on his agenda, one of his people or one of Drathera's.
He just wanted to see Arkænyn's face for a moment, perhaps see the smallest smile to let him know that his song had been appreciated by a heart his own beat for.

